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Heartwings Love notes - 898 Mourn and Move On

Heartwings says, "Sadness at parting is part of life, yet we need not dwell on it."

Laurens Van der Post, a South African author whose writing I respect, once wrote, "There are some things we never quite get over, however once in a while we go back, pat them on the head and say, 'How are you doing old fellow?'" In this instance he was speaking about his time in a Japanese prison camp, where he was very cruelly treated. I have remembered this quote for many years. It has been very useful in reminding me not to dwell on past grief, yet not to suppress it. The recent sadly unnecessary death of a poet friend helped me to recall this.

When anyone special to us dies, it reminds us of others of whom we are fond who have left us. Yet it is well to remember them with joy rather than regret. I will treasure in my heart my friend's funny emails and his amazing adventures. He was a unique character with a huge, loving heart and a mission to try to help every woebegone that crossed his path whether or not they deserved to be helped. He also had a way of getting into trouble. As well he had several bad habits, one of which resulted in his premature death. Rather than blame him for his foolishness I will bless him for his courage in pursuing his life the way he wanted to—whether I thought it was a good way or not.

When you live a long life as I have, you do "lose" people that you have, for one reason or another, outlived. Whether these were members of your family or your friends, along with the current grief the sadness of their passing may easily come to mind. In addition, in our lives there are other instances of departure or absence: the job we didn't take or did, the home we bought or didn't, the gift we meant to give, even the words that went unsaid or the ones we wish we had not spoken. The grief engendered by regrets small and large can consume us if we let it.

It is important for us to grieve and let go. It is vital not to carry these burdens any longer than necessary. There is a Zen story of two monks who came to a stream where there was a woman who was afraid to cross it. One monk picked her up, carried her over the stream and set her down. As they continued, his brother monk began to berate him for touching a woman's body. Finally the first monk turned to his friend and said, "I set the woman down a while ago. You are still carrying her." There is no need to carry our grief endlessly. We can let it be on a shelf in our memories and then once in a while, go back and pat it, and say, "How are you doing, old friend?" And then go on to find a happy memory to continue on with.

May your sorrows be small and if not easily soothed, gently tended

PS My new book, Up to my Neck in Lemons deals with many situations that can cause regret or grief. Send me your name, address and a check for $15 to P. O. Box 171 and I will send you an autographed copy. It also makes a good gift for anyone dealing with trying situations. All comments are as always so very welcome, Tasha
 

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Blessings and Best Regards,
Tasha Halpert
 

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